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 on: June 03, 2018, 08:08:09 am 
Started by PhenethylamineMachine - Last post by PhenethylamineMachine
Psychology has been a key interest of mine, and as a result I have been researching psychological profiles of all sorts.

While researching the psychology of sociopathic and violent offenders I came across an interview of a serial killer named "Edmund Kemper" also known as the "co-ed butcher".

During this interview* https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MltpB3BWCBQ (at 12m:14s in) kemper begins discussing an incident where he was given certain drugs by medical staff, and where he was able to see his crimes "through normal peoples eyes" and where he even denied himself his cell and privileges believing that he deserved punishment for his actions. This was all induced by pharmaceutical methamphetamine given on the tail end of a sodium pentothal session. (At least I think it was sodium pentothal, the interview is not very clear)

*link is mobile, if it does not work type "Ed Kemper - Extended Interview 1991" into YouTube search bar)

"For once in my life I could see every aspect of my life, my crimes, umm, who I was, how I really felt about things, with out any defense or protective, the accoutrements were all gone, and it was fascinating to me, I was semi-conscious, actually I was conscious, I just couldn't get up and move around a lot, and umm, at the end of the two hours I didn't want to stop, I wanted to keep on with it, so I hadn't gotten to the crimes themselves, the currant set of crimes, but I was kind of oriented around other things in my life and I asked to continue on, the doctor didn't want to, so I insisted, so he sh...they were using an I.V. and they shot me up with another two hour batch of this stuff, and uh, as soon as he was done with what he wanted to do, uh, he got up and left, he had an appointment that had gone longer than he planned on, he had to leave, my lawyer had to go, so im stuck with these two deputies and a registered nurse, watching me until I come down off of this stuff, well, when the doctor left he decided to give me a shot of medicine to "snap me out" of this, is the way he put it, and I asked him what it was, and he said it was methadrine, hospital grade methadrine, ...speed. and I've asked doctors since then, both medical doctors and psychiatrists if that was an appropriate action and they said "absolutely not,they should have you know let me sleep it off, just let it coarse through my body and let it go away. By amplifying with the methadrine, it is suggested that the doctor knew full well that it would put me through hell. It amplified everything I was feeling, it got me really drove for two days after that, they were trying to scrape me off the ceiling. They couldn't even talk to me, I was raving, I was ranting, they had to put me in a strip cell, I wouldn't go back to my regular cell, I refused, because there was television available there, I had canteen, I had some food items in my "house", I would accept it, and I went to a stripped cell, two cells down, where all I had was a mattress over a hole in the floor, and uh...I was just on and on, 24 hours a day, the uh, convicts and criminals in the back that were locked up with me, they were in the tank, I mean we were talking very causally about different things, and had fairly good relationships, and I put them all on what we call "front street", I exposed all of them to all of negative sides of our relationships, and called them all kinds of cowards and punks and this and that and the other because they weren't even talking to me, and that was when I made the statement that "I should be hung upside down on the bars and beaten daily" alright, for what's did, because under the influence of those drugs I was seeing what I did through other people's eyes, not through my own, not through another specific persons eyes, but as someone else would view it, pure horror, someone who had nothing to do with violence in their life, um, would see it. I was completely unprotected and it was an awful experience and with in hours of coming down off that stuff, two days later, um, you know, I wasn't making comments like that the defenses were back in place, they were a bit ruffled, uh, it had been an eye opening experience because it have me something I will never forget, some perspectives on my case that ill never forget, some anxieties on my case that ill never forget -Edmund Kemper;1991 [quote/]

...now, kemper describes this event as being an "awful" experience, but also admits that  it was "eye opening" and that it "gave him perspectives he will never forget"

What if it were possible to induce such episodes intentionally? Even inducing such episodes intentionally and then guiding the patient through them with a psychotherapist?

When I was a teenager I had obtained a large quantity of fairly pure MDMA, which I shared with my friends. One of my friends was a known "bad seed", he was very violent, always in trouble with the law, and seemed to have little compassion and no remorse when it came to his blatant victimization of others, any way, on this occasion he had consumed a large amount if MDMA, and he had nearly the same reaction as kemper. I could see tears in his eyes, and I remember him looking up at me and asking "what's wrong with me? Why do I do these things?", it was as if he was feeling empathy for those he had victimized for the first time. I had never seen tears in his eyes before and was just as shocked to hear him reveal that he was actually feeling bad about what he had done to others...

I have always thought that MDMA psychotherapy could a viable and effective route for the treatment of those with sociopathic and anti-social personality disorders...

...I have even seen sociopathic individuals have incredible eye opening experiences in regards to their behavior when consuming these compounds under the guise of recreation, imagine what these things could do in a professional environment.

...its just interesting, in so many cases when you are dealing with an individual that is resistant to all forms of psychotherapy you will hear a story about a chemical, of all things, opening their eyes, ...if only for a day or two.

I am aware that in the currant state of medicine and psychotherapy that my notions on this matter would be dismissed and disregarded, which is to be expected, and I am not trying to convince anybody of anything, or trying to actually see this happen, I just think these are very interesting notions to contemplate and ponder.

...then seeing that someone as sick and depraved as Edmund Kemper was able to see how horrible his actions were through an amphetamine experience only furthered my feeling regarding the potential uses of such compounds.

 on: May 18, 2018, 10:04:23 pm 
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 on: May 18, 2018, 09:56:56 pm 
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 on: May 15, 2018, 12:45:49 pm 
Started by unclejug - Last post by unclejug
Maybe a little off topic but I’m hoping there are some pharmacists or doctors that can add some knowledge. I’m an excessive sweater. I mean to the point of having to leave public functions and sometimes just avoiding any outdoor activity. I’m 63 yo and have had this for 5+ years. My doctor has tried different meds but no use.......Help !!! Coolant herbs ? I’ll read all suggestions.

 on: May 09, 2018, 10:23:53 am 
Started by PhenethylamineMachine - Last post by Joines
It's generally frowned upon, but if the replies are relevant, I don't think anyone would mind. Maybe it would spark some conversations so I'd say go for it, brother.

 on: April 02, 2018, 10:35:26 am 
Started by akosi - Last post by PhenethylamineMachine
I tend to agree with terence mckenna on the topic of aphrodisiacs:

Iboga is used by the Fang people, most notably in Gabon and around the capital city in Ghana, in Nigeria and in Zaire. It has an interesting and suggestive usage.

First, let’s deal with this question of its aphrodisiac usage. As you know, an aphrodisiac is a chemical substance thought to make one either capable of or susceptible to sexual activity. Over thousands of years this has been a recurring theme of fascination for human beings, for obvious reasons. The definition takes on different nuances in the hands of different people. Probably the best known so-called aphrodisiac among ordinary folks is the so-called Spanish fly, which is cantharidin. The carapaces of a small desert beetle can be ground down to yield cantharidin. If you give someone cantharidin in a carefully calculated dose, they have a generalized reaction to it where they can gain relief from this reaction by having sex, but it is not a true aphrodisiac, it’s more like a genital itching or something. It’s a strongly localized to the erogenous zone kind of itching, and so this is like a pseudo-aphrodisiac. All CNS stimulants in low doses present themselves as what’s called arousal: attention to incoming detail, slightly elevated blood pressure, so forth and so on. This is a precondition for sexual activity but it is not a true aphrodisiac. In fact, when you sort through the many candidates for aphrodisiacs — as you know, they range from powdered rhinoceros horn to mangoes to oysters — interestingly enough, ibogaine is the only thing which actually seems to pass the test. Ibogaine is an aphrodisiac in the truest sense of the word, and I take that to mean this: if you are interested in sexual activity, it promotes, facilitates and enhances it. If you are not, it doesn’t. It doesn’t overwhelm the intentions of the user. This seems to be one pathway that the psychic energy that it releases can be shunted down, but there are others. Paradoxically, the way it’s used in the Fang society is that it’s a major force holding couples together.

-terence mckenna

Most of these substances are not what one would consider "true" aphrodisiac substances.

however, I have been working with combinations of novel substances to enhance partnership experiences such as making love. Most of these combinations involve substances like:

2-methyl-dimethyltryptamine is particularly interesting, as it enhances tactile perception with out doing much else. Below is an excerpt from TIHKAL:
(with 90 mg, orally) "The entire body was becoming activated (in a good way) but not much going on in the head. I am mentally clear but with the entire touch system a bit more activated than I would choose. This peaked at 3 hours, and was gone in another 3 hours. Everything is tactile."

(with 75 mg, orally) "Very mild stomach rumbling during the first hour, with no other effects until the 65 minute point. Then there was the onset of as very mild relaxed feeling followed by intermittent skin alerting, especially on the head and neck. No visuals. Sexual activity at 90 minutes showed marked enhancement of both the pre-climactic and orgasmic phase, which was confirmed by repeat activity at 120 and 180 minutes.

-shulgin; TIHKAL; 2-me-DMT

I think 2-me-DMT in combination with other entactogenic substances could be a crucial piece of finding a true chemical aphrodisiac.

Any way, this is an old thread, and from the looks of it this place is a ghost town, so I won't expend much more energy in typing out a detailed post.

 on: March 30, 2018, 08:39:21 pm 
Started by Lost - Last post by Lost

I am currently growing Bacopa Monnieri in my tropical fish tank, found it at a local store sold as an aquarium plant. Wondering if anyone has insight if this would be safe to work with. Worried the closed system may lead up to bad levels of undesireable minerlals, ect.

Thanks in advance for any advice you all may have!

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